Heh hey there. it's been a while huh?
Last 9 months have been pretty crazy and stressful. To a point where I've had to spend the last few months off work and on medication. Just after the last journal, depression seemingly stripped me of my desire & ability to draw.
I'm not sure if it was the car accident, or just kind of having years of self-esteem issues add up to a big ol mess' - but when I got to a point where even video games were not getting me motivated - I decided it was time to get help. Saw the doctor, and was diagnosed with Depression & Anxiety.
I've been learning to code while trying to relax and get back to a better state of mind. Art seems to be the major thing that has yet to return. I suspect I just need to push past the fear of doing it so to speak, to make it happen.
I've still been getting faves and such while I've been away, which I appreciate - it's nice to know people still find my stuff and like it. But I wanna make more of it. Hopefully I can deliver on that soon
Also lol changed my username - trying to revert more to my real name, as while I've generally enjoyed being "jenny" - it causes confusion with people.
Listening to: Eurovision
Reading: How to Make Friends & Influence People
Watching: Cardcaptor Sakura
Playing: Vidya gaems